To find links to all parts of this story, please visit the Small Cuts Page. Now here is Elaine again:
When Oliver pulled me against him I completely lost my composure. Part of it was nerves, part of it was my loneliness, but the rest of it was Oliver’s warmth, his strength and his transparent feelings for me. I found myself relishing the feel of his arms around me, his gentleness and the sweet words of comfort he murmured in my ear. “It’s ok, sweetheart. I’m right here. Everything’s going to be alright.” In that moment, I desperately wanted to believe him.
With a deep shuddering breath, I pulled away. “I’m sorry, Oliver. I can’t. This is all just so…” I didn’t finish, unable to find the right words. What was it, exactly? Scary? Wrong? Overwhelming? Any one of those words fit, but didn’t cover the whole of it. Beneath each of those feelings lay the undeniable truth. I was here because Oliver wanted me. I needed someone to want me, to love me the way I always hoped James would.
“All so…?” Oliver prodded. I averted my eyes but he stepped forward and held me by the shoulders. “Talk to me, Lainey.” He paused, lowering his head. “Or maybe don’t say anything at all.”
He moved in to kiss me but I braced my hands against his chest, keeping him at a distance. The pain and disappointment showed in his eyes. I shook my head to clear it. “Don’t. Don’t do this, Oliver.”
He nodded, shoved his hands in his pockets and stared at the ground. “I think I fell for you the moment I laid eyes on you,” he said softly. “All this time waiting. Wanting you. Falling in love with you. It’s been torture.”
“But … but James,” I stammered and Oliver stiffened.
“James is a fool,” he said sharply. “He doesn’t deserve you, Elaine. He doesn’t make you happy.”
He was right. James didn’t make me happy, but I still wanted him to. I wanted my husband to love me the way he did when we first met. What had gone wrong? I felt the sting of tears again and looked toward the ceiling to keep them from spilling over. “And Genevieve? What about Gen, Oliver?”
He sighed heavily and lifted a hand, let it drop. “Oh, Elaine… if only we’d met each other first.” His voice gruff and full of emotion, he said, “I love you, Elaine.” He paused, swallowing. “I’m laying it all on the line, right now. I love you and I want to be with you. I haven’t figured out what the hell to do about it, but there it is.”
My stomach knotted and my already racing heart squeezed in my chest. A thousand thoughts ran through my head in quick succession. Life with Oliver. For a moment I allowed myself the fantasy —imagining the way he would love me, cherish me. I pushed a fist against my sternum to steady my breathing. I thought of James’ reaction. Would he be stoic, logical, always the lawyer, thinking out the details of a separation? Or would he fight for me, beg me to stay, profess his undying love for me? Perhaps that was more the fantasy. Nevertheless…
“Elaine.” Oliver gripped me by the shoulders. “We don’t have to decide anything right now. I just want you to tell me… Do you feel the same way? Or have I just made a huge mistake?”
Nevertheless, I thought. It was the fantasy I chose to believe. I have to tell Oliver… He’s my friend and I owe him the truth.
“Lainey?” Oliver said, breaking my reverie. “Say something.”
I nodded and started to speak, when at the same time, both our phones began to ring.
Perfect way to end this one… with their phones ringing!
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Thank you! I am building to the conclusion soon!
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Oo-er. You have me baffled!
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I’m coming to the conclusion soon!
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So good! Just wonderful timing (and planning on your part)!
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Thanks, Rebecca!
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Can’t wait to see how this ends. Fireworks? Maybe? 🤔😃
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Aha! Think about the clues I’ve been leaving along the way. 🤯
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I am. Hence the fireworks. 😃
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Ok! I hope It doesn’t disappoint!
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I think the twist is the car accident. What happens after is what I’m curious about. Could two problems be solved? 🤔
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Or could it be even more of a mess? 😈 Coming soon!
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That’s the twist. I’m guessing either somebody’s dead or somebody’s are busted! 😃😃
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After Oliver’s and Genevieve’s next segments, I think I will have one more round to tie it all up!
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Can’t wait to see where it heads. 😃
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Great ending again. I want to keep reading! 🙂
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I’m going to write straight through to the ending now. So Oliver will arrive next Friday. I don’t know if I will turn this into a longer piece eventually or leave it as is. I have Oliver and Genevieve and then maybe one more round of each to bring it to conclusion. Thanks so much for reading!
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My pleasure. It’s a fascinating story. Even a good novella or novellete lol.
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Once I put it all in one document and see how many words there are! 😃😘
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❤️
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Wonderful edge! Oh how I love this story.
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Thanks, Rita! I’m glad you’re enjoying it!
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“Would he be….thinking out the details of separation, or would he fight for me?” Heartbreaking to think her husband may not fight for her. Elaine still gives him the benefit of doubt. ‘Its the fantasy she chooses.’ I would too.
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Yes, this story is about everyone making assumptions and no one communicating. Unfortunately, it happens too often in real life, too! Thank you for reading and commenting, Darnell!
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Ooh, this is wonderful. Meg!
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Thanks, Dee! Glad you’re enjoying it!
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Meg, wonderful! You certainly know how to keep a reader hooked and coming back for more. I’m looking forward to the next installment. Wishing you and all the characters of “Small Cuts” well. Have a great week. 💗
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Thank you, Mia! So glad you’re enjoying. Wishing you a great week, too! 💗
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You’re welcome, Meg, thank you! 💗
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